Do you ever have those no shit moments that make you want to slap yourself in the forehead?

I just had one of them right now.  I was reading this article about how it is important for moms to take good care of themselves so they can take good care of their families.  Now I know this about eating healthy and being active.  Who the hell doesn't?  BUT apparently I was so wrapped up in being a mom I forgot I need a life too.  I need to get out there and do things that I think are fun.  WITHOUT the kids.  Now I know you are reading this thinking that any moron should know this.  And you are right... too bad THIS moron was forgetting.  With Justin (the hubbster) being in the Navy and his schedule sucking more than my Dyson ever could, and being the chauffeur to my 6 year old, and running the house, and everything else I TOTALLY forgot that I need to have fun too. 

Now I just need to find someone I trust to leave the monsters with.  The problem is NOT that I have no one I trust... the problem is if I leave the kids with the people I trust I have no one to go do anything with.  So Now I am renewing my vow to be a better wife.  I don't think Justin and I have had more than one date in the last 3 years.  So... this is something I need to change. 

So I ask myself what the hell do I want.   Sometimes... it is just a nap.  Sometimes, I want to go out and see a movie, or just get my hair cut.  I love my kids so very much BUT I really need a break from them.  Wow, I feel like such a bad mom for saying that, but it is still

 So This pointless random collection of words is just that I should totally take more care of myself.  So I can take better care of my husband and my family.  On that note I am going to go to bed and start making plans for a happier family, starting with a happier me.